Anon, this is what scares me because the words that I am about to say might hold the power to make you not take your life but it scares me that I won’t be able to do or say enough! 

Killing yourself is an incredibly drastic decision. There is no turning back. Even though I don’t know you I can tell you that there would be plenty of people that would be devastated if you left this earth. Whether you see it or not there are people that love you and care deeply about you. I know that there can be tough times in life when it seems like there is nothing left to live for but it gets better. You have to make it through the storm to get to the rainbow, as cliche as that may sound, it is true! I have been there and if I would have taken my life then I wouldn’t have what I do now. Please please do not feel like this is the only thing left to do. There are people out there that can help you and restore your hope! Please think long and hard about this because suicide is never the answer! If you ever need to talk to anyone there are many hotlines that you can call that are available 24 hours a day seven days a week and they do not judge in any way and it can be anonymous. Please think long and hard about this… there are so many things out there in life but ending your life short prevents you from ever having those amazing opportunities!